Frog or Prince?

I have exposed myself 

To too many frogs

In hopes of finding my prince 

In a search for that one 

I've found my self with none 

nothing to look back on... 

in all honesty

 I've been kissing so many frogs to find my prince 

I forgot I needed 

to find myself

in order for anything to work

 & though in a consistent manor

I would tell my self

If I loved me 

everything would fall into

place

I hid the desperate longing 

for a companion

 under the idea that I wasn't looking for anyone... 

who was I kidding...

 every time I fell in "like" I fought the erge to want the frog to be mine... 

sad but so 

I didn't know that all along

 if I loved me 

I would be fine... 

I by passed the truth 

& walked straight into lies... 

lies I've told my self

 lies I've been told 

& lies I hid under the ugly truth... 

  Is it me...?? 

or 

is it them?? 

Needless to say I've been selling myself short 

obviously

stumbling over these dead ends... 

holding on to so much pain...

 not letting go... 

that's why I was NEVER capable of 

actually  

waiting for a budding

friendship

to transform 

like a Frog to Prince

I never wanted to wait...

in return

I have nothing

Scratch that!

My journey 

has not been in vain

I have learned many lessons

& can now say that...

I am in no rush

Capable of spotting the signs

Frog or Prince?

Every girl should know

there is an obvious

difference

in a

frog thats just a frog

and 

a prince who is mutually waiting

for the right time

& the right kiss

With love

-FRANCE ; )